9.30.2008

Hi everyone, last nights call was awesome and so emotional, I was tearing up at many points I guess its funny how we go along in our daily lives thinking things are ok and then the ghosts from the past rear their ugly heads and all those emotions come rushing in. I also realize I've been trying my whole life to be accepted by people, and I don't ever believe I really am. I can relate to Kate when she says she doesn't feel people understand her, I feel that way and that people don't really listen to me. I've had the experience many times when you start relating a story and people just start talking over you. I'm so grateful to be in this wonderful group, to feel so safe that you can bear your soul and not feel judged. It is amazing how alike we all really are, we all do have so much crap, but many times we forget about Gods amazing light that shines through the crap, at least I do. Love you guys and the more I know you the more I love you, thanks for being there

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