Thanks so much guys, this was a great night and I for one am so happy we'll be continuing on!!! I know I don't say much, but I'm collecting all the information in my little brain and am now moving forward with all of it!!!! All of your blogs have been so encouraging and inspiring. I'm alittle afraid of the smoking piece, I know in my mind I hang onto it, I tell myself I won't get through this or can't possibly do that without smoking. I know it just my JAWS trying to keep me where he thinks I'm happy, but hes going to be in for a big shock, because I'm not happy here and even though I hate the thought of looking older, I really hate the thought of rotting on the inside. So here we go Ginny, I know we can do it and we'll be two non smoking beautiful woman at NTC!!!!!!!